Gardening, Photography & Home-Cooking are just a few of what I love doing!

Gardening, Photography & Home-Cooking are just a few of what I love doing!

Saturday, July 7, 2012

I Wish I Can Go Right Now..

I terribly miss my family in the Philippines and wish that I can go right this very minute. I am really concerned about my father because I just found out that his terribly sick. I mean seriously ill. My younger sister mentioned to me about his testicles being swollen and it could be a prostate cancer. It is just breaking my heart to think how serious it is and it's like there's nothing I can do about it. Oh God I don't know what to do!! If I have the money to go there right now I won't hesitate at all. Not only I want to help him financially but also want to show my moral support and be there with him. It really suck being thousands of miles away from your family.

And another thing that's been bothering me is that, they are too far away to even spend time or get to know my kids. It's a shame that my kids are growing without knowing or spending time with family over there. They can't even watch my little one grow and learning new things. I just have so much pain inside that I don't know for sure how to express it. All I could do for now is to pray about my father's health and hope he wouldn't get worst! I miss my family so badddddddd!!!!!

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