Gardening, Photography & Home-Cooking are just a few of what I love doing!

Gardening, Photography & Home-Cooking are just a few of what I love doing!

Monday, January 31, 2011

They will be missed!

Hans and Fritz! They will be missed!

After hours of struggling, poor Fritz finally quit! It's a horrible feeling when you witnessed someone closed to your heart dying. Yes someone, I used that word because I looked at them not as a pet but as a part of our family. I did not witness Hans' death, but I did Fritz. I stood beside him for hours, very late at night, it was freezing cold, I felt so bad that I was just sitting there, so helpless and there was nothing I can do. It's like I was looking at one of my kids dying. I witnessed how he suffered and how he was trying so hard to hang on. I did not want to leave his side but I have to think of my son, because he was there with me, he didn't wanna come to the house without me, so finally about 3 in the morning, I decided to go inside, didn't want to, but did not have any choice. Me and him fell asleep on the couch, hubby was still awake, he kept on checking on Fritz, and about 6 in the morning, he found him dead. The only good thing about his death was he's suffering had ended. Hubby woke me up, told me that he's gone, tears was just pouring out of my eyes! I keep seeing their happy faces. I feel so bad, we buried them side by side. They came into this world together and they left together, at least, they have each other now. I will sure miss them terribly. It's gonna take us a while to get over this. I hope whoever did this will get caught and pay for what they did. I'm sure this is not the first time they've done  this and it won't be the last time either. I'm hoping and praying, they get caught before something like this happens again!

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